Well, here I am again, a year after my last post, trying to figure out how I have strayed so far from my blog. It has really been on my mind as of late. I think about it on Angel Babies' birthdays, when friends share things about their babies on social media, when parents speak of their Angels, when I see the Angel Steps logo sticker on my car (note to self: get more made), when someone references Angel Steps, when I share on the Angel Steps Facebook site, when I am spear heading Trey's service projects, when my receipt comes in each month for the payment for this site, and on Trey days.
So with all of this thinking, I am still not posting. I have awesome ideas but life gets in the way. I am so busy "living" in the present it's hard to retreat to the past. Yet, I don't think the past is why I started all of this. I didn't want Angel Steps to become a lamented place and I think that, at the beginning at least, I tried to make this blog about living and loving through loss. I am still living and loving through my loss and I still have some great ideas of what to write about.
That being said, I am an idea person which sometimes means that ideas keep floating out there because I am not all that skilled in follow through. I need to start jotting my ideas down and taking time each week, or whenever I can, to transform these ideas into communication and healing.
Yes, I am still healing. I forever will be. Time does NOT heal all wounds. Grief does NOT get easier, it just changes. These are things I need to write about. I am thankful for those who have stuck with me, supported my efforts, and encouraged me to keep at it.
You haven' heard the last of me...
So with all of this thinking, I am still not posting. I have awesome ideas but life gets in the way. I am so busy "living" in the present it's hard to retreat to the past. Yet, I don't think the past is why I started all of this. I didn't want Angel Steps to become a lamented place and I think that, at the beginning at least, I tried to make this blog about living and loving through loss. I am still living and loving through my loss and I still have some great ideas of what to write about.
That being said, I am an idea person which sometimes means that ideas keep floating out there because I am not all that skilled in follow through. I need to start jotting my ideas down and taking time each week, or whenever I can, to transform these ideas into communication and healing.
Yes, I am still healing. I forever will be. Time does NOT heal all wounds. Grief does NOT get easier, it just changes. These are things I need to write about. I am thankful for those who have stuck with me, supported my efforts, and encouraged me to keep at it.
You haven' heard the last of me...
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