Wednesday, February 12, 2014

I just realized how lonely I am

Much like in the days following the loss of our son, I find my self in month three of sitting at home mourning something I lost and wondering when everything will be ok again.

I have never lost a job, not in my 21 years in the work force.  But due to one boss's opinion of me after 13 years at the same job, 12 of which were  met with rave reviews, I find myself hoping for another boss to take a chance on me so that I can prove that one bad egg shouldn't make one's career go out with the rest of the dozen of eggs.

3 months and 12 interviews later, I am mourning my unemployment, lack of income, first school "home" and "family", pride, and upstanding reputation.  I am drowning in anxiety, depression, boredom, doubt, worry,

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